A few days ago Bryan and me took my dad out to lunch and like usual my dad brought up a game that we have played together.My dad though has not played it since a while before he got sick.He usually brings it up like every week or so and asks Bryan and I questions and we usually just talk and sometimes we ask him to come back and play usually though he says hes not ready to.This time though we didn't mention him coming back.
Athough I have been logging for my dad to come back and play for a very long time.My sister and him can joke and stuff but for me and him it was this game and church lol.I never would guessed that I have missed it even though it bugged mefrom time to time.
After that day I decided to play at my parents house since we were there and Bryan was looking over my dads computer and trying to make it run better.Well dad seemed to get a little disappointed I could not imagine why.
Well yesterday came and dad was talking to Bryan bout what he needed for his computer,he didn't need anything just to be run and defraged lol.Bryan and I started wondering why he hasent played on it in forever so it was starting to bug both of us.Not to long after we got home,daddy showed up at our door,and wanting to know how to go bout coming back.To tell you the turth I was shocked at first.Gosh ,its been a year and a half since hes played.
After he left we left too and went over and set him up and taught him again how to play.I had not seen my dad laugh talk so much since all his sickness started.I havent played so much in a day in a very long time but its worth it
Friday, August 15, 2008
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Finally
Today as I scared to death to see my daddy go for more things with his cancer,taking out 15 limpnoises in his neck where the tumor was.We were sitting at the hotel room while my mom stepped out for a minute asked me to pray with him over today.To tell you the truth I was in shock he had never asked me to do anything like that,sure we went to church together said grace and prayed at bed time but nouthing like this.Dad was scared to death of everthing and so was I.I faithfull told him that he was in the lords hands and nouthing bad was going to happen and what they told him could go wrong, not be abe to move his hand and arm,death etc was going to go wrong and he was going to be heiled.
The hard parts came throught the day I had to tell my dad that I loved him and that everything was going to be ok and bye while tears started coming down my face,I just walked away and a song came over my head.I started singing to myself Have faith in God.After mom came back and said daddy was giving them a hard time over wanting some ice and he went to sleep another song came to me Amazing Love I kept sinning that over and over wasent sure why at the time.
After bout 2 and a half hours the doc came in with some praising news something that I longed to hear Daddys Primary tumor is gone not any piece of it was left and he doesn;t belive that the side of my daddys neck still has caner in it.
Praise God,God truly is amazing and will answers prayers.I want to thank all who has prayed during this time and please continue to pray for him,hes hurting bad ring now and still not eaiting right but I am sure he will soon and I know that my dads cancer is not there and will not be back
Amazing love how can it be,that you healed my daddy.
Love you all
The hard parts came throught the day I had to tell my dad that I loved him and that everything was going to be ok and bye while tears started coming down my face,I just walked away and a song came over my head.I started singing to myself Have faith in God.After mom came back and said daddy was giving them a hard time over wanting some ice and he went to sleep another song came to me Amazing Love I kept sinning that over and over wasent sure why at the time.
After bout 2 and a half hours the doc came in with some praising news something that I longed to hear Daddys Primary tumor is gone not any piece of it was left and he doesn;t belive that the side of my daddys neck still has caner in it.
Praise God,God truly is amazing and will answers prayers.I want to thank all who has prayed during this time and please continue to pray for him,hes hurting bad ring now and still not eaiting right but I am sure he will soon and I know that my dads cancer is not there and will not be back
Amazing love how can it be,that you healed my daddy.
Love you all
Monday, February 25, 2008
Carries Me With His hands and Angels
The lord is great and holds you in his arms when you need someone most. We were driving in to Houston for dads 4th week of treatment and we had to pull over dad was starting to get sick.He was so pale and hurting so bad,I just could tell by the way he was acting.I could do nouthing but sit pray and with a little tears rolling down my face.Never seen him sick before like that.I closed my eyes,praying and asking my Father for help and I could fell my Fathers hands around me like I was sitting in his lap and I could hear a small voice telling me I got you its going to be ok.Shocked me at first I opened my eyes and there was no one holding me or talking to me at the time. I knew that he is with us all,and all day and night but I had never felt such amazing thing and love that I could not express.
Daddy is having a fedding tube put in today.I think we are all scared,hes been having trouble eaiting don't think he got a full meal in for the past 2 weeks.Pry for us all as we do this and get him back in working order.
This past weekend though was the best I think hes been since he started his treatments.Laughing smiling and even playing his games.I do wish though that he would have told mom that he was hurting so all this would get better.
Well the tube is in,hurting pretty bad and very sleepy,in a wheelchair for today.We are fixing to go into the fedding class and get his feedings in pry for us as we try to learn this and dad don't get sick and me I'm a little scared but I know the Lord holds me in his hands and helps me and carries me through.
Daddy is having a fedding tube put in today.I think we are all scared,hes been having trouble eaiting don't think he got a full meal in for the past 2 weeks.Pry for us all as we do this and get him back in working order.
This past weekend though was the best I think hes been since he started his treatments.Laughing smiling and even playing his games.I do wish though that he would have told mom that he was hurting so all this would get better.
Well the tube is in,hurting pretty bad and very sleepy,in a wheelchair for today.We are fixing to go into the fedding class and get his feedings in pry for us as we try to learn this and dad don't get sick and me I'm a little scared but I know the Lord holds me in his hands and helps me and carries me through.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
A Cure
As some of you know others are just reading for the first time.My dad has been diagnosed with cancer,the base of his tounge.My dad is having to drive back and forth to Md anderson for treatments and doctor vists.He will have to undergo 7 weeks of treatments starting on the 4th of Feb. thoughout the end of March,I belive some where around the 20th.
As you all know travaling back and forth and cost of hotel expences can get pretty much for some paients and familys that have to go though all of it.
American Cancer Soicty helps with all of that: reasearch to find cures,treatments,A Hope house for familys that need a place to stay with no costs to paients,gas money for them as they travel back and forth.They even make wigs for thouse who need.
I am raising money for the American Cancr Socity (ACS) to help people just like my family have the treatents and things that they need.
If you would like to help me raise money for this amazing cause that really does help the paients and find cures, Cash or checks are welcome: Checks made out to ACS or American Cancer Soicty and can be sent to A Walker: P.O.Box 654 DeQuincy La 70633.
I also have a thngs if you would like to honor or in memory of those that has been toached with cancer.Starting donations for that are 10 dollers,you will need to specify if you want one in hornor or in memory of someone.
Thanks a bunch
As you all know travaling back and forth and cost of hotel expences can get pretty much for some paients and familys that have to go though all of it.
American Cancer Soicty helps with all of that: reasearch to find cures,treatments,A Hope house for familys that need a place to stay with no costs to paients,gas money for them as they travel back and forth.They even make wigs for thouse who need.
I am raising money for the American Cancr Socity (ACS) to help people just like my family have the treatents and things that they need.
If you would like to help me raise money for this amazing cause that really does help the paients and find cures, Cash or checks are welcome: Checks made out to ACS or American Cancer Soicty and can be sent to A Walker: P.O.Box 654 DeQuincy La 70633.
I also have a thngs if you would like to honor or in memory of those that has been toached with cancer.Starting donations for that are 10 dollers,you will need to specify if you want one in hornor or in memory of someone.
Thanks a bunch
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Crazyness
Yesterday was a very crazy day, Dad called MD Anderson to find out he has to be there at 7 am Wed.That night when we got back to my place we had a plumming problem.We had to fill the bathtub and everything, to tell you the truth I felt like I was reliving the hurricane. To me it is starting to be a hurricane here in the lives of my family.
Today the plummer came when were grabbing a bit to eat.Stayed a few hours working on it. Well we finally got water .
Came to my moms house and it was even crazyer than I thought.I knew it was going to get crazy but I thought mabey it would not be today.A Cousion of my dads Beth came bye and when I walked in I could tell she was upsetting my mom.Not sure what happend there.
I got a letter bout our Riley for Life deal and I have mettings all this weekend.I am going to have to tell them that I can't attend .I think dad is more important if we are in Houston.
Please pray for my family and for me as I try and deal with the next few weeks to come
Today the plummer came when were grabbing a bit to eat.Stayed a few hours working on it. Well we finally got water .
Came to my moms house and it was even crazyer than I thought.I knew it was going to get crazy but I thought mabey it would not be today.A Cousion of my dads Beth came bye and when I walked in I could tell she was upsetting my mom.Not sure what happend there.
I got a letter bout our Riley for Life deal and I have mettings all this weekend.I am going to have to tell them that I can't attend .I think dad is more important if we are in Houston.
Please pray for my family and for me as I try and deal with the next few weeks to come
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Christmas
Christmas, wow what a wonderful and best this one was for me.We usually have all family , aunt,couisions and some that just pop in at this time on Christmas eve.
Can u belive it was just parents,my finacee,my sister and her boyfriend and of cource me. I could not belive it turned out this way.Aunt was visting her son this time.Some that poped in was working and came Christmas day.If you know me in person you know who I am talking bout lol.
It was a very special time for us.I was so happy it turned out this way,think we needed it with uncertians to come for us and dad.We even started a new traidition well hope it starts this way in years to come.We went with my sister and her boyfriend,I mean all of us in his truck to look at christmas lights.I never knew this place even existed untill he took us out there.Needless to say we didn't get home untill bout Midnight.
I don't think we will have to worry bout Dad not having fun in the new year.He will surely have fun in the new year and when hes at hospitals and traveling.He got a psp with like 5 games.LOL.Of course I usually get him a candel to play with this year I got him like 4.I know what u are all thinking why?He likes to play with them and ever since he started I allways get him one but got him 4.What can I say they were all together lol.
I think this year was a special time and a special Christmas for my family.Hope it was the same for you and your family.
Keep us in your prayers during the new year
Merry Christmas
With Love
Can u belive it was just parents,my finacee,my sister and her boyfriend and of cource me. I could not belive it turned out this way.Aunt was visting her son this time.Some that poped in was working and came Christmas day.If you know me in person you know who I am talking bout lol.
It was a very special time for us.I was so happy it turned out this way,think we needed it with uncertians to come for us and dad.We even started a new traidition well hope it starts this way in years to come.We went with my sister and her boyfriend,I mean all of us in his truck to look at christmas lights.I never knew this place even existed untill he took us out there.Needless to say we didn't get home untill bout Midnight.
I don't think we will have to worry bout Dad not having fun in the new year.He will surely have fun in the new year and when hes at hospitals and traveling.He got a psp with like 5 games.LOL.Of course I usually get him a candel to play with this year I got him like 4.I know what u are all thinking why?He likes to play with them and ever since he started I allways get him one but got him 4.What can I say they were all together lol.
I think this year was a special time and a special Christmas for my family.Hope it was the same for you and your family.
Keep us in your prayers during the new year
Merry Christmas
With Love
Friday, December 21, 2007
My Dad
Everyone thinks that they have the best dad.To me my dad is the best there is.Funny,good sence of humer makes you laugh all the time never lets you be sad around him no matter what is going on in .
My user name that I choose seems to fit in more ways than one.
This Tuesday we found out that my father has cancer.Right here at Christmas time,I know.Its hard to belive that my dad has this,hard to be around when your familys world is tumbling here at christmas and still be full of laughter .
God is good he knows what he is doing and this is for a resson that whe can not see at this time.I don't know how I will be able to handle the treatments and all the things that are happing but I do know that friends family and our Great Heavenlee Father and all his Angels are watching and protecting my dad and all of us.Its not his time to go I belive that,I belive that there is still lots for my dad to do.
Pray for us this time of year as we travel and be with my dad as he goes through all of this.Yes it is him doing the treatment but its effecting us all.
God is good and in control! Praise to him!
My user name that I choose seems to fit in more ways than one.
This Tuesday we found out that my father has cancer.Right here at Christmas time,I know.Its hard to belive that my dad has this,hard to be around when your familys world is tumbling here at christmas and still be full of laughter .
God is good he knows what he is doing and this is for a resson that whe can not see at this time.I don't know how I will be able to handle the treatments and all the things that are happing but I do know that friends family and our Great Heavenlee Father and all his Angels are watching and protecting my dad and all of us.Its not his time to go I belive that,I belive that there is still lots for my dad to do.
Pray for us this time of year as we travel and be with my dad as he goes through all of this.Yes it is him doing the treatment but its effecting us all.
God is good and in control! Praise to him!
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